Just one more breath, to see your chest rise once more Just one more heartbeat, to spend a moment more with you Just one more step, to remember where you've been Just one more hug, to feel your loving embrace again Just one more word, to hear your voice once more Just one more glance, so I can show you how much you mean Just once more, I'd like to whisper to you these words... I Love You...
Yesterday we were laughing & having a good time Yesterday we never worried about the time we spent together Yesterday the road forward seemed bright & full of hope Yesterday we held each other as it was the last time Today I feel as though I'll never laugh or smile again Today I wondered if the time I could have spent was squandered Today the road is dark with despair & ladened with obstacles Today I languish without your embrace Tomorrow I will smile without worry or care Tomorrow I cherish every second of every moment Tomorrow I will forge ahead on a bright new path Tomorrow I share the legacy that was our love
1/15/17
Oh how wayward my heart is, unable to be completely contained. Perhaps my heart was not meant to persist in such a modern era. Maybe I was born in the wrong time.
So many are those who play with hearts and minds, unable to see the bigger picture or to think with anything other than their external organ.
To those out there struggling against those who only see them as a prize or an object of conquering:
You are worth more than any object.
You are not a prize to be won through a contest.
You are someone to talk with, to be listened to, to learn from and to grow with.
You are the strength that some refuse to find or choose to see.
To
11/17/16
Lost once again in a deluge of thoughts, crippled by self doubt and unhappiness, unable to escape the ever growing shadows of fear and death. So dark and depressing my thoughts are. I feel like I am being crushed, I feel it in my chest.
How do I escape the shadows?
How do I find the light?
Should I just continue on the path that I am on? Or should I make a change? A bit of that misery emanates from that which is the source of my pride and that of my sorrow. I feel so low on the chain that nothing I do ever really seems to matter.
FEAR
That's why I stay.
Fear of the unknown.
Fear is what drives the unknown.
Fear... I am stuck in it'
1/16/17
What does love mean to you?
Love is more than words, more than just a feeling. Love is at times indescribable and immeasurable. Love exists within our gestures, our words, our unknowings, our commitments & our truths.
Sometimes the smallest thing can show someone the extent/infinite bounds of our love better than any wording. But at times, the only thing you need is words. And sometimes just being there is the only thing needed.
When you love someone with your entire being, your faith, honesty & commitment are the threads that weave themselves between you. Creating the bonds that become infallible over time. That which binds you a